GOODSTONE
Fred Voss

Bloodaxe Books
ISBN 1-85224-198-5

West Coast poet Fred Voss guides you deep within the bowels of Goodstone Aircraft Company, into an atmosphere as abrasive as oil-soaked shop towels laced with metal shavings. Like raw telegrams from a front-line war correspondent, spiced with the vernacular, the profane and the profound (and certainly not for the faint-of-heart), these poetic vignettes are as American as Harley-Davidsons, beer bellies, Vietnam Vets, job layoffs and Just Say No. The characters in Goodstone are real indeed: they are our friends and neighbors, our relatives, ourselves—captured unawares by the candid pen and perceptive wit of machinist-writer Fred Voss. Powerful, thought provoking and highly entertaining, you'll want to devour this special book in one reading, and then read it again and again to yourself and to others.
Publisher's Blurb
| People are told |
| all their lives what is good for them who to vote for |
| where to go and what to do as they march |
| to work and up and down the streets buying things and yet |
| Dostoevsky |
| in 4 great huge novels barely scratches the surface |
| of what it is to be a human being. |
| People are told what to think |
| and what it all means and what |
| to give their lives for by politicians |
| and bosses and bureaucrats and experts and |
| teachers and traffic signals and laws |
| and electric shocks and 30 days in County Jail and armies |
| that kill millions of people and yet |
| Shakespeare |
| barely shines a few rays of light |
| into the mystery of the human soul. |
| People use up their lives |
| thinking they are worth nothing as they follow other people's directions |
| while the genius of Tennessee Williams |
| in dozens of plays moves our understanding |
| of what is really inside us |
| one fraction of an inch forward. |
| No reason |
| to get up each morning looking and hoping for love |
| that you will never find no reason |
| to spend your life wrenching words out of your heart |
| writing novel after novel after novel that will never get published, |
| no reason |
| to leave your heart wide open to a child or parent or lover |
| who will never love you or to |
| enter that race and run it over and over when |
| you will never win or to stare up at the stars night after night |
| wondering |
| why we are here when |
| you will never get an answer no reason |
| to keep trying to say something in a poem |
| or painting or song that |
| can never be said, |
| except |
| for that thing inside of us that must never stop trying. |
| These words I write my poems with |
| have picked up the broken lives of thousands of men |
| on concrete factory floors |
| and my own broken life on those concrete floors |
| in their hands and lifted them up to some kind of light |
| and transformed them. |
| They have given me |
| a way to go, |
| the only |
| way I could ever have gone and the only way |
| I will ever be able to go, the way |
| I was born for and had to bleed and vomit and weep and |
| moan and go crazy and want to die for because I didn't |
| have it, |
| away |
| that can never fail me and that is really worth so much more |
| than fame or money |
| or immortality. |